it's time for another update.

It seems that in the past couple of months, friends have tended to forget my existence.
Well, let's put it this way: we all crave attention, it's in out nature to crave attention. You seek it, it's the thrill of seeking it that keeps us active. But when we finally receive it, we reject it.
This time, i'm just rejecting it all.
I'm sick of keeping communication with those who claim they will get back to me. When they do get back to me, i'll be busy. Plain and simple. I don't want the attention anymore; I used to be the holding glue for many relationships. But that glue has worn off.
To those who call back when you finally have the time and didn't make a few minutes of room,
To those who i've tried to get ahold of on multiple occasions: consider yourself ignored. I'll fight the urge to respond to your wall post/call/text somehow. I'll respond to your invitation with a simple "busy."
It's a mix of frustration and yes, an upcoming busy season working retail that I will simply not let me get back with you.
I'll catch you on the flip side.

Look who has returned.

Hi there.

I'm absolutely in love with this album:


Ladytron - Velocifero

It seems to be my pick me up, no matter what mood i'm in. I don't know if it's the synthesizers, Mira's Bulgarian, Daniel's guitar, Helen's voice, and Reuben's keyboards. It's the mix that creates such a flow of sound with fluidity and keeps me going through the daily hells of life. My vocabulary is expanding as well, who knew I was still capable of learning more :)

It's time to go on a break from the norm. Summer couldn't come at a better time. It feels like all the professors are in on a conspiracy to shove what seems an unbearable load of homework to make us feel like we've finally earned our break. But guess what? I KNOW YOUR SECRET.
Well, maybe.

Wisconsin in a few weeks. I miss the corn fields, cow manure, trees, mosquitoes, and good ol' fashioned back country restaurants. Especially Dairy Maid. How I miss thee.

Ah!

i'm back at the gym again...

NEW YEAR!?!?!

Yep, it's 2009 already. The start of a brand spankin' new year.
Working at RadioShack is good. I got my first paycheck already. Time to pay the bills. Ah snap, i need to change an appointment.
Nothing eventful, I start school on Wednesday, I'll be heading to UH again tomorrow to go see what books i need and then buy them online. HAHAHA take that overpriced books at the bookstore!
It's weird to be back home. Not as much privacy, no friends to live with. Sounds like i need to rent an apartment with some roommates.
Next semester. Maybe.